Got to do my laundry. Yay! Sat outside under a quiet sky & had 2 pain free coffees. Also yay! Got a Christmas card from the Super 8 mgrs ❤️ Talked with OPD; they're freaking awesome 💙 Had 52 hours BS free ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙌
Ground me Do all the house Soap & hot sauce in my mouth High jack my parties Yell at me Degrade me Lock me out of the house; ages 6 - 12 La chancla Branches with thorns Phone books Cereal boxes Humiliate me Embarass me Cut my hair Keep me from going to school Keep me from competitions Make up shit about me Yank me & pull me by my hair Punch me in the nose Made it harder for me to maneuver around the house on crutches Torture me Suck any joy or good times out of my life Steal my friends Keep my dad from doing good things for me Blame me for shit I didn't do JFC
What I've learned: Anxiety or depression; I shop, ugh New clothing item focuses my attention on an outfit, an escape from reality, how I feel, using a person, place or thing to feel whole. ** Pain, miss my kids