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Looking for Redemption & Restitution 602pc

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  Pacific Park Paid 7.28.22 $63.00 to BPOA I thought we entered from the right, but there doesn't seem to be a door there. Entered through a door or window. SMH Why?  Because July 5th, 2022 will be my 40th AA Anniversary & if you continue to work the steps to clean house things you missed in your first step will arise; at least for me. I am remembering things but processing them differently. Do I think these admissions and restitutions will be the deal breaking between going to hell or heaven? Nope. But, I did make a commitment to myself, AA, & G_d that I would do whatever it took not to drink ever .... again! For some reason, I am seeing things in a different light. For example, my focus, with the Pacific Park log cabin after hours entry, was that I talked my way out of a situation, instead of illegal entry and trespassing. I need to make good with 5.0 and Parks & Rec; it's not funny to me ... and my kids would've have never, ever done something like this. And ...

My EOW Pastimes

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Candy Crush 🎮 Music 🎧🎶 TV 📺 Movies 🎬 Blogging ✒️ Traveling 🛫 Auditing medical school classes 💊🩸 Reflecting 😕😖😨🙄😁😎👧❤👦💙😒💔🤮😳😭 Investing my spare change 💸📈 Eating 🍓🥕🥔🥑🌶🥜🥦🥨🥯🥐🍞🧀🍗🌯🥓🍔🌮🌭🥪🍕🍟🍪🍩☕️☕️☕️☕️☕️☕️☕️☕️☕️☕️ Crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭

The Daily Dribble

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July 2, 2022 I miss school, teaching, working, being part of the rat race <sigh> Always miss my progeny & pharmacy. Green guy tryna cut me off this a.m. Turquoise lady rubs shoulder, wipes under nose, p.m. Over 100 people wore green into SB, because I was there. Only 1 at FM bcuz I wasnt there. July 1, 2022 A sign I'm losing brain cells? Pink polish lol Not kidding. WTF lol Stage 4 cancer patients & other terminal patients, as discussed by a physician state, have all sorts of support & I have nothing, and not because I was a bad person. June 30, 2022 smh June 29, 2022 Missing NoHo about now About X today, so far ...XI .... smh A FB cop made a meme about me, made my head spin. It wasn't something someone said to me in SB, where I could run out. It was online & the last straw with this guy, so I blocked him. But I'm kind of fed up, so I think I am going to delete all my social media accounts. What has been said is so out of control. People wearing clothe...

True RabFessions

6.12.22 Last week I was at ... I was googling my son's name and his photo came up. I grabbed my phone & held it close to my heart. I've cried everyday since. I can't let go of the moment because I miss him so much. He thinks that I've said & done things that I have not. I can't move beyond nor process the situation. My son is not a truthseeker. He busily erasing hinself from the internet; coaching from BPD? Perhaps ... so that he never gets near the truth. I sometimes stay in Burbank or sit on Front so that I can connect with normal & good. So that my glass is seen as half-full instead of half-empty. #520 6.15.22 I got to 🚽 pee a bunch of times without LT listening to me - Victory is mine! [It's the little things I'm grateful for]. 6.16.22 In 1980, Venice Beach, I wanted some pot (so unlike me) guy selling on the beach & I had no cash so I wrote a check .... and he took it. 😅😅 6.17.22 I've already cried, several times, regarding my beh...

My Favorite Comedians

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  Street Sgt Vinnie Montez --  Sgt. Vinnie Montez Officer Daniels --  Any firearms? Josh Blue --  Broccoli Gabriel Iglesias --  Fluffy Aries Spears --  Shaq & Charles Barkley Mike Goodwin --  Mike Goodwin Leanne Morgan --  Leeann Morgan Myself -- "Bill" 🤣 💀💀💀💀💀