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Perfumes of my life

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Since elementary school; designer perfumes Shalimar Halston Givenchy Opium Coco Chanel Magi Noir CKB Diot Emeraude Gorgio lol Ysatis Paul Sebastian Donna Karan Ariana Grande Juicy Couture YSL Ralph Lauren Liz Claiborne Gloria Vanderbilt Origins Ginger Marc Jacobs Bennington Red Door Tresor Happy Clinique Patchouli oil Camp Beverly Hills Escada

Since I've Been Homeless 7.9.14

1st night homeless - 7.9.14 Lots o'grieving  More organized More mature Completely independent About 1% financially healthier 😆 Completed Master's degree Made Dean's list all semesters Almost completed PhD; Dean's list all semesters Just as charitable & helpful towards others Solved my medical mysteries No one fights my battles Eat just as healthy Figured out why cops are killing me Figured out Mike, Dr. Bass, my kids, BPD, & FBI lied Learned how to invest Found my kids Have met sooooo many people since 2014 Stayed sober Ttaveled to 9 different states during the pandemic My linkedIn: LinkedIn Some of my fav papers: South L.A. Policy Brief: Tobacco Control in Poland Burbank Airport New Terminal: Aeroponic Garden

My Entire Life ... waiting

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Waiting for people to change or come around ... 😂 Waiting for my mom & my dad too, for that matter, to love me as much as they did my brothers. It never happened; it got worse as the years went on. Major reason I reached out to '76. Waited for H#1 to grow up and treat me as well as he did his parents. Nope. Waited for H#2 to stop physically abusing me & flirting with other women in AA meetings in front of me. Nope. The abuse got worse & worse. I waited my whole life to be faithful to my partners. Nope. To this day I prefer married men, used to, because it's less messy & user friendly. I"ve never been faithful ... ever. In short, I"m worse than a cop 🐰🤷‍♀️ I waited my whole to meet my bio dad & to know his [and my legal last name]. Nope. No one would tell me. Honestly, I didn't put that much effort into looking because I was afraid to hurt my adopted Dad's feelings. I waited for H#3 to stop abusing me & the kids. Nope, it just got wor...

Bothersome noise

Speaker phone calls on the train Whistling When someone says "Thank Yo" instead of thank you 🤮. It's a long U not a long O. Butttttttt, a noisy apt. or hotel patron does not bother me; dope yes 👃 noise? No. Becausssssssse, I sleep with PD & FD running code & Nascaring me all nite long & helicopters and trains & homeless getting their 415pc on. Soooooo, hotel noise is lullaby to me 🤷‍♀️

Mom's Day 2025

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68 & still ballin ... tbc 211 bpd 😡

Don't Believe in God?

Mackenzie Morgan Watch the Dateline epi; Into the Wild