Mother's Day 2021 🙄 1992

                  The Fuckening

                      Should've just flushed the $$

I needed to get away from the police and from those that harass me everyday, so I planned a trip up the coast, to reflect, and enjoy some macaroni and cheese, in white sauce. Well, big mistake. Every city, it seems, were places I and Mike took the kids. I should just say me, because his opinion was that, they could wait until they were older, worked, and could pay for their own trips; oh yea Derek, that was ya boi.

We've taken the kids to Oxnard, Ventura, Solvang, Buellton, Santa Barbara, Lompoc, Goleta, Carpinteria, Morro Bay, San Luis Obispo, Carmel, Pismo, Monterey ... the entire trip was depressing, not to mention the train being out of food along with being assigned a pre-occupied seat.

Mike and I used to chat about retiring to Morro Bay after the kids moved out; the entire time he was lying to me. Nonetheless, the kids wouldn't had gone anywhere if I hadn't of taken the initiative and planned an annual vacay and small random weekend trips. The way it is now, they want nothing to do with memories; I am speechless.

 I would rather that I had not woken up Sunday; bet my kids wished that Saturday turned into Monday, skipping Sunday.