My Response To Mack -- I'm Done! There Is No Recovery From This

 ... I have no regrets. I refuse to apologize for teaching you to respect and value others and to include helping others in your daily travels.

My response, to this fuckery, is coming baby boy! 

And then I'm done.

This, along with everything else is the last fucking straw!

Now I have to talk to clergy because I can't process any of this.

You have no idea what the fuck you are talking about. But you will!

lol Whatever beliefs? I know the truth and like Mallory, you were lied to. I never lied to you. Gullible much Mack?! I hope and pray to God, that one of your friends read this and do the right thing and show you.

What is your experience with me? Your experience or what your dad told you??

1. Your dad told me that his entire life he suffered with anger issues; he hated everyone and looked for ways to get that anger out.
2. He told me that he only played football so he could legitimately kick the shit out of other people.
3. When he was 16, he would drive to Detroit and hustle pool and steal money from Black people, because he hated them. He would play dumb and ask for someone to show him how to play, then wager a bet, then beat them and take their money.
4. He would drive around with us in the car and make fun of overweight people ... in front of us.
5. Every word out of his mouth, in front of us was: *igger, *pic, *ook, *ike, sand *igger, rag head, etc etc
6. He did nothing for you, no engagement, nada
7. When you spilled your milk he'd knock you into next week.
8. He belittled you and laughed at you because you couldn't do algebra.
9. He threatened to knock you out the night you hurt your foot.
10. He lied to you.
11. He refused to spend money on you.
12. I protected you and defended you against him.
13. You live in Oakland [Black], with a Chinese family, your bestie from Thailand, your firstie was Mexicana, your other closest friends, Korean and Armenian & you have the shear audacity to call him a nice guy when you live the very values that I taught you?!
14. He fucking raped me just to get out of child support and alimony!!

Oh, my inability to grasp reality? He never wanted a relationship with you. You were only created so he could walk away with Mallory based on some horseshit theory because of his own paranoia and sociopathy. The police know by now that I am the better parent and could inform you of the truth. But that would require them to admit to their own mistakes, which they'll never do. It will never happen. 

There is no relationship with your dad. He was not capable or else it would've happened. It was I who did everything and I'm going to list all of it from day 1 to help you pull your head out of your ass. 

Where were you when I was burned and broken?
While the days slipped by from my window watching
And where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless?
'Cause the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside, the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight into the shining sun